And I think my relationship ended on her bday 18 days ago. I was supposed to see her so we could go out to dinner, but the work-a-holic was too busy for a lil time with her boyfriend, but she somehow found time to get a kiss from her bestfriend. As I write write this my mind is everywhere and just tired, im tired of worrying if she's cheating or not. Its one thing to say "there's nothing going on" but when the flirting is so obvious it just makes me sick.....and I don't like this feeling. On vday again I was to escort my girlfriend to dinner, but instead of dissapearing with me the bf = the boyfriend, she dissapears with her bf = the bestfriend. Doesn't answer her phone with the lame ass excuse that its on silent when I damn sure called while I saw you staring at it, silent or not only a blind person would've missed my excessive calls and texts. Never the less I swallow this pile of bs because I love her. But she doesn't love me and I know it now. She never answers me but is quick to talk to this friend. I hope im wrong and she's just really cruel, cause if not I really don't see why I need to be stringed along. We had something, we have our bad times but we work past them. *sigh* I hope im just paranoid......T_T